Thursday, December 07, 2006
9:02 PM
Invisible against the words
That hold you down in solitude
There's a thin white cold new moon
And the snow is coming down
went for training today, like what the hell luh, coach was pms-ing. and fuck luh, i screwed up so badly i wanted to just walk off the field and die or drop inside a hole. i wanted so badly to throw properly okay. but out of 6 balls, i over-threw 2 balls, how nice. and the pitchers gave me fuck-shit balls but didnt give the rest of the catchers shit balls. idiot, i should have gone to catch first, but no, i had to be nice and let the rest all go first. sigh,.. nevermind. fuck luh, i CANNOT and i repeat CANNOT do this. nonono, i've got to do something aout this. and by the way this has nothing to do with anything i have just said. its just random. and we went to tampinese ikea today. the beds are all so short, i hate all the beds. or maybe i've grown taller cause drank milk. lolz. hmmm, i think i shall go out tomorrow, i'm going to go buy a hollow pin and pierce my lips. i don't care. im piercing it FULLSTOP.
as i fall in the mirror on the wall,
i'm watching me scream
i've been drifting around for hours
and i'm lost and i'm tired
i've been watching me go for it must have been years
watching me get slow as i watch me slowly disappear
and one day, yeah i know, i wont come back at all.......
Thursday, December 07, 2006
9:02 PM
Invisible against the words
That hold you down in solitude
There's a thin white cold new moon
And the snow is coming down
went for training today, like what the hell luh, coach was pms-ing. and fuck luh, i screwed up so badly i wanted to just walk off the field and die or drop inside a hole. i wanted so badly to throw properly okay. but out of 6 balls, i over-threw 2 balls, how nice. and the pitchers gave me fuck-shit balls but didnt give the rest of the catchers shit balls. idiot, i should have gone to catch first, but no, i had to be nice and let the rest all go first. sigh,.. nevermind. fuck luh, i CANNOT and i repeat CANNOT do this. nonono, i've got to do something aout this. and by the way this has nothing to do with anything i have just said. its just random. and we went to tampinese ikea today. the beds are all so short, i hate all the beds. or maybe i've grown taller cause drank milk. lolz. hmmm, i think i shall go out tomorrow, i'm going to go buy a hollow pin and pierce my lips. i don't care. im piercing it FULLSTOP.
as i fall in the mirror on the wall,
i'm watching me scream
i've been drifting around for hours
and i'm lost and i'm tired
i've been watching me go for it must have been years
watching me get slow as i watch me slowly disappear
and one day, yeah i know, i wont come back at all.......
ME!
TALK More ABOUT YOURSELF HERE and maybe throw in a few pictures!
Adore
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Loathe
-MEGALOMANIACS
-Petty Fools
-Irritating and Immatured brats. (Please; if identified, GROW UP!)
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cigaretteinventors
-SPITTERS(like, EWW!)
ME!
TALK More ABOUT YOURSELF HERE and maybe throw in a few pictures!
Adore
-Blah
-Blah
-Blah
-Blah
-Blah
Loathe
-MEGALOMANIACS
-Petty Fools
-Irritating and Immatured brats. (Please; if identified, GROW UP!)
-
cigaretteinventors
-SPITTERS(like, EWW!)
Cain-ey; #17